ShopDreamUp AI ArtDreamUp
Deviation Actions
Literature Text
Everything hurts
Waking up in the morning hurts
Trying not to cry hurts
Plastering a smile that I hate
With a passion hurts
Talking to you hurts
I try to hide it and act like everything's fine
But you always manage to see right through me
I don't even know how...
My wall's been up for so long
It's strong and thick. Keeps people out
Why not you?
You're the cause of my pain
My tears
Why can't I keep you out?
Get out.
Waking up in the morning hurts
Trying not to cry hurts
Plastering a smile that I hate
With a passion hurts
Talking to you hurts
I try to hide it and act like everything's fine
But you always manage to see right through me
I don't even know how...
My wall's been up for so long
It's strong and thick. Keeps people out
Why not you?
You're the cause of my pain
My tears
Why can't I keep you out?
Get out.
Literature
Fading
Losing hope in everything,
Don't care what the future brings.
We're all gonna die anyways,
Why not tomorrow, why not today?
Tell me the reason, my purpose in life,
Tell me, why not suicide?
Give me reasons why I should live,
If I took my life, could you forgive?
I'm sorry, I know you thought I was stronger,
But I told you I can't take it any longer.
You told me these things, I told you I'm not,
I tried, I fought, again I lost.
This battle with myself, I've had enough,
Endured so much, depression's tough.
Battling addiction of self-harm too,
You have no idea what I've gone through.
I wanted to tell you.. So many times I'd trie
Literature
Empty.
I feel so empty
I hate this place
I want everyone to disappear
All I ask is for my own space
This world darkens me
It crushes me to bits
And just the thought of being here
Pushes me into fits
The sun will flicker into dimness
The mountains I'll crush
I'll burn the oceans
The howling wind will hush
Nobody will ever smile again
I want to evaporate the sky
I can't wait for that horn to blow
This poem explains why
I'm the devil's perfection
Evil is why I live
There's everything to take
And I've stolen everything to give
All the frequent depressions
Break-ups and tears
I can scream my lungs out
But nobody hears
Nothing will
Literature
save me...
As you laid in bed
With visions of gum drops
Dancing in your head
I tossed and turned
In a sea of red
And with every passing moment
I wish I was dead
Save me
Suggested Collections
Featured in Groups
I don't even know what this is... a rant, I guess. Leavecomments please C:
© 2012 - 2024 DarkAngelWithWings
Comments9
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
um... finding words, give me a sec... ok. The person that is finding the few cracks in your wall, and every wall has at least one crack. is probably jsut trying to help Not saying that they're sucseeding, just that that's probably the motivation. But i dont' know the context so what i'm saying probably isn't gonna help much. Any who, the poem is great. I say it almost every time, and I'll keep saying it, the raw passion in your work is moving! keep writing, it can help bleed off some of the pain. 11:22